Wednesday, April 16, 2008

this is an s.o.s

i feel ohsosianzzxxzzss.
i can neverrrrr get myself to studyy, like everr! how useless of me.
lifes a bore, a bitch, a bomb!
its more of a bomb now cause i just totally realise that my totally hot neighbour's brother whom i have not seen in lets say since i was 9-? has grown hotter.
:D *grins
heh, im on hot-neighbour alert now. i cannot believe that i've not seen him for like five years. wow, either im blind or im really blind.
well at least my maid says that he is hot and he was hot the last time i saw him so i have no problem believing :D
but even if i dont see him i'll settle for my friends cousin, or at least i think that his' his cousin.
i feel different,
like im no more the reserve. like i have some weight now.
or maybe im just being dilusional D:
i hope nottt.
i do feel different, i do. but i stilll have unfinished decisions to make and people whom i don't really trust.
i dont know,
i dont know.
i dont know how i feel about certain people, i don't know. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh im going to give myself a brain herrmorage-however you spell it. i wishwishwish i wasnt so easily swayed, than maybe i wouldnt get disappointed so much. i irritate myself
now i feel like i've said wayyyy toooooo much but i still got so much to say.
i should shutup now.

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