i asked and the answer was yes.

today just sucks, i got a triple attack today and it all started from huixian and ended with desmond my day sucked big time and the finale just blew me away like boo! and burst! surprise! and all was wet and sad with shrieks and whines and the voices couldnt help either cause they've all changed in one way or another except the one i hold close to my heart but all the words in the world doesnt help because try as she might, what can really be said to make me feel and fake smiles and fake laughters and the sound of the phone lines hanged up, back here to show the whole world that today sucked real bad and tomorrow will just be. time is. time is just time. just time.
the end.