pictures&rants

okay, scratch that.
blogger is screwed, if it had a family they'd be dead. doesn't let me upload my pictures, hmph im too pretty for your screen.
okay rant.
ABIGAIL IS GOING TO AMERICA AND I CAN'T GO ITS UNFAIR SHE'S GOING FOR A WHOLE MONTH FAINTS IN PURE PAINFUL AGONY I WANT TO GO TOOOOOOOO SLITS THROAT SLITS THROAT BANGS HEAD ON WALL AND DIE OHHHHHH UNFAIR ITS UNFAIR I WANT TO GO TO BARNEYS AND SIT ON THE STEPS OF MET AND GO TO CENTRAL PARK AND PRETEND TO BE BLAIR WALDORF I WANT TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING THINKING OF THE POSSIBILITY OF ACTUALLY SEEING MICHAEL PHELPS I WANT TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND KNOW THAT MY DAY WILL BE FILLED WITH MENTAL PHOTOGRAPHS OF BLONDE HAIRED BLUE EYED HOT AND ABSOLUTELY HEART MELTING AMERICAN GUYS ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been wanting to go to america for almost three darn years and now that i can i can't because my happiness cost three thousand dollars and apparently thats too expensive.
damn it its my happiness i swear i would go a whole year without shopping just to go to america for a month. i'll even be nice to domnique! but noooooooooooo i can't freaking go.
asnfklakjshiaowdfihafohfasonsfaildhafilhfasiohadfsil abbbbbbbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyy you better webcam me everyday and bring a hot american guy along with you.
my heart's with you okay!
sigh
i'm sad like that. i need to go shopping and i need to go sleep until i turn 21. maybe life will be better than.
i want to upload my pictures damn it